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- EXAMS ARE SOON
- MELI HAS A JOB
- MOST OF THE TIME I'M NOW IN VIENNA
- I'M GOING TO BUY A LAPTOP =)
Current Music: Vertical Horizon - Underwater
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like a daydream
22 April 2006 @ 05:05 pm
- EXAMS ARE SOON
- MELI HAS A JOB
- MOST OF THE TIME I'M NOW IN VIENNA
- I'M GOING TO BUY A LAPTOP =)
27 January 2006 @ 02:33 pm
be honest..
..and tell me why do you love him so much.. =)
Current Mood: 
worried
worriedCurrent Music: Aviatic - Goodbye Beautiful Day
22 January 2006 @ 12:03 am
20 January 2006 @ 10:18 pm
all these questions in my head
are like a road which seems to go nowhere
and i’ve lost my hope
that i will ever reach my destination
with an despising look in your eyes
you just shrug
and shake your head
i’ve believed so much in all those helping hands
was everything only a delicious fairytale?
i ask you my friend
what is this supposed to me now?
is love already sleeping in a comfy grave?
covered with roses of lies
buried under wet earth
from all the faked tears they’ve cried?
why don’t you open your eyes?
why are you holding this curtain so tight?
do you see?
i’m standing in a puddle of my own blood
why won’t you be my donor?
do you feel?
my heart is full of painful scars
why won’t you be my healer?
don’t you see?
don’t you feel?
it’s so dark around me
i’s so dark in me
why won’t you be my light?
i ask you my friend
what is this supposed to me now?
is love already sleeping in a comfy grave?
covered with roses of lies
buried under wet earth
from all the faked tears they’ve cried?
why don’t you open your eyes?
why are you holding this curtain so tight?
why don’t you open your eyes?
why are you holding this curtain so tight?
Current Mood: 
sad
sadCurrent Music: Thrice - Red Sky
20 January 2006 @ 02:16 am
weird15 January 2006 @ 01:21 pm
i’m walking away from this place
where all those things have started
and you are looking down from the sky
with your brightest smile
that can reach the darkest corner
what is it that you want from me?
what is it that you expect from me?
i already made my final decision
[and even when god is your name
you are not able to change my mind]
take your wings back
i don’t want to carry them anymore
and i can’t carry them anymore
this burden is too heavy for my broken back
and my heart is already on the course to death
[and even when god is your name
you are not able to change my mind]
because
i have saved so many lives
and i have saved so many souls
but who is the one who would save me?
don’t you see that i can’t stay anymore?
don’t you see that i can’t fly anymore?
[and even when god is your name
you are not able to change my mind]
this sea of bitter tears where i am swimming now
will eat me soon with his biggest joy
shouldn’t you be my saviour?
shouldn’t you be my warming light?
this can’t go on in such a way
i’m out of control after the loss of my faith
[and even when god is your name
you are not able to change my mind]
i’m going downstairs to knock on the lovely devil's door
and maybe he will let me in
because you let me down
and maybe he will take me in his arms
because you have pushed me away
goodbye
i’m not your beloved angel anymore
goodbye
i’m not your beloved angel anymore
anymore
anymore
anymore
Current Mood: worried
worriedCurrent Music: Thousand Foot Krutch - Phenomenon
01 January 2006 @ 03:49 pm
my beloved
wonderful
friends =)
Current Mood: 
tired
tiredCurrent Music: Radio Paradise
30 December 2005 @ 10:21 pm
for so many people here
but today
it’s a different one for me
i’ve been searching so long for all these treasures
with a hopeful smile on my face
everyday
over and over again
but i always end up here in a dead end road
so what should i do now?
[on this sunday morning]
hope is slipping away from me
sorrow is already in me
sorrow is always with me
like a unwanted onlooker
[on this sunday morning]
do you know the answer?
how am i able to stand up?
how am i strong enough to succeed?
because i’m already lying on the ground
[on this sunday morning]
while the rain is falling down on me
can you turn it off?
i’m so afraid of drowning
don’t you hear my sos calls?
which i’m screaming out loud
(on this sunday morning)
and even
when i’m nearly dying
when death is decorating my body with his soft kisses
when white turns into black
i could not forget the words you told me
that after rain
sun is always coming again
Current Mood: 
working
workingCurrent Music: Saliva - Famous Monsters
